May 2013
1 post
Here it is again..
That urge, to just eat and eat and eat until i feel numb again. I dont know what it is, I feel the need to fill a void in my life that I have no idea what it is. And funny thing is, this happens 6/10 times I talk to YOU. And you stop talking, leave me hanging… and so what do I do? Oh thats right eat some more to become more unappealing to you and everyone else around me. Maybe just maybe, if...
April 2013
8 posts
Fading Smiles: Broken Promises →
livingfreeandinfinitely:
I slashed my skin angrily
It was the very first time
I tried not to scream in agony
Instead I turned my pain into a rhyme
Tears poured out of my wyes
I hated myself for all I’ve done
All I wanted was to die
If only I had a gun
That night I cried out my feelings
But my pain only grew
All…
all alone, a lone star: You love me-You held me... →
theweakestsoul:
You love me- You held me like a simple dream; And then you’d feel me slowly fading until you see the worst in me.
Sometimes, I love you too, and then I’d drown Into the vast sea of uncertainty; And I’d find ways to hate you just a little more Little sparks enough for my soul to burn.
…
saygoodbyeandgo:
there is nothing that scares me more than loving someone so much and having them wake up one morning and realise that they can do so much better so they don’t want you anymore
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Dear ASSHOLE,
I honestly dont even know why I care about you still, when you dont give two flying fucks about me. Its literally a fucking game to you, to get my hopes up, admit my feelings, you turn me down, and then see how hurt i am. Does that get you off or something? Like wtf is so wrong with me. Why am I the one that gets hurt every fucking time. Why cant you be hurt. Be hurt that our friendship is gone,...
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Love is Lost.
I opened up and let you in. Time after time, you broke my heart again. And yet here i am dying to try and win you over again. I’ve tried so many times to talk to you and reconnect, but nevertheless I failed over and over again. This is my last attempt. So darling if you see this and realize its about you, Call me and tell me, do you feel the same as i do? If you dont, ill understand. Our...
March 2013
21 posts
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That awkward moment when...
You’re thinking about suicide not in the moment as an option, but as a goal. That’s when you know you have a serious problem.
cyberoyalty:
im-kind-of-a-nerd reblogged your post:
I JUST SAW A PHOTO FROM SELENA GOMEZ’S PLAYBOY…
PICS OR IT DIDN’T FUCKING HAPPEN OH MY GOD LOOK THOUGH https://encrypted-tbn1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQj1cv2rUH12icGHM1gO2FTataAOzRd9-K7VwBLxmJxplcimPN_
What the actual fuck?!
Anonymous asked: I just wanted to stop by and say you are beautiful, the right person will come in your life sooner or later. You just have to be patient :) have a wonderful day I'll check up on you periodically - secret nobody :)
Anonymous asked: Nobody is worthless. Remember that. We ALL matter. Every single one of us. Every living thing.
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Depression
Its getting out of hand now. I’m at that breaking point, where I’m having terrible thoughts. Its not just feeling sad and being pitiful. I mean, I have actually sat and thought of dying. The how, why, where, when, who’d miss me, who wouldn’t, how everyone’s lives would be better/worse without me. I just feel like my life is going nowhere and is pointless and...
That awkward moment when you can't talk to the...
Omgg! Just stop! Stop fucking doing this. You know...
Sometimes
I just need an outlet to express how I feel, since I have no one to talk to in real life. And I don’t always mean everything I say, I speak/write without thinking. It happens, a lot. So don’t be surprised something may or may not be about you or someone else. Ill never tell you, like you’ll never tell me. I need a world of my own to just let loose and be my emotional, crazy,...
Can’t even tweet right now, since apparently you’re on there and reading all of my tweets. Ferreal now?
At this point ..
I’m all cried out. I can’t hold on any longer. It’ll probably take me weeks to be completely over what I thought to be something… special. I know ill never have that feeling with you, with anyone else, but I guess ill get over it. I guess it wasn’t meant to be. It just hurts to be lied to, straight to my face. It also hurts to be dragged along for so long. I was ready...
Seriously heartbroken right now.
I really wish it was me you really wanted instead of constantly toying with me and leading me on and getting my hopes up. All while YOU KNOW you are doing this to me!! God I hate this, I hate what you do to me, I hate how I feel, but mostly I hate how no matter how many times you do this to me I’m drawn back to you and its just another repeat of the same thing. I wish you meant what you said…...
I hate myself more than you will ever know. I am...
That awkward moment when you realize you use to be...
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Starting to think about..
Drinking again. I can’t eat to feel numb anymore, I’m too fat. I feel this way when I drink, I’m feeling numb and then will be losing weight when I go and puke hours later from all the alcohol. Let alone, St. Patricks Day is coming up and then my birthday following that, not like I’ll be doing anything for my birthday. No one remembered it last year, why would they this...
That awkward moment when you realize your whole...
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5 am woes.
Now I’m just left feeling worthless, hopeless, can I get some help? I hope yes. Feeling like I’m about to fall and there’s no one around to help me back up. Feeling on my own and slightly alone. Being by myself is terrible, constantly telling myself things I shouldn’t be. Maybe that’s how I got so messed up, into this place I don’t wanna be. Baby, I need your help, I need relief. I need you to...
Well its official...
I’m nothing more than a booty call and someone to flirt with. You basically just told me right now, you don’t see any future with me. Yeap, love feeling like nothing. Per usual. Shoot me, anyone, please.
I fucking love...
That I am never good enough or important enough to anybody. Ever. It seriously fucking kills that you say all this shit, lead me on, and get my hopes up. And for what?? Nothing. Just nothing. Just so you had someone to talk to while you were waiting on another girl. I thought our friendship alone was stronger than that. And you make her a priority, and act like nothing’s going when your...
February 2013
3 posts
I really just wanna give up on life. I’d seriously rather take the easy way out then to be pissed off, upset, heart broken, confused, emotionally wrecked, and just downright depressed 24/7. No matter what, always feel like this. Like I’m worthless, a nobody, a big pile of shit just taking up space and ruining everyone’s life. I hate it. I hate this feeling. I hate being like this. I just want to...
January 2013
3 posts
Hehehehe
Because Why The Fuck Not
hobbititus:
If you reblog this before May 16 2013, I will write your URL down and stick it in a jar or whatever. Over the summer I will take the jar of URL’s and I will scatter them around. They may get taped to public loos, they may be thrown into crowds at festivals, or they may get put under napkins at restaurants.
Some one may find your URL, and who knows, they could message you telling...
December 2012
2 posts
November 2012
12 posts
That awkward moment when you're lower than you...
I hate my boyfriend.
I wish you'd just..
Finish what you started.
Just finish the job, get rid of me permanently, stop leaving me there barely hanging on. Just kill me already, will you. I’m done with you, with your bullshit, your lies, your abuse, everything. Either leave and never come back or get rid of me so I don’t have to ever feel this way again.
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