→ Fading Smiles: Broken Promises
→ all alone, a lone star: You love me-You held me like a simple dream;And then you’d feel me...
I honestly dont even know why I care about you still, when you dont give two flying fucks about me. Its literally a fucking game to you, to get my hopes up, admit my feelings, you turn me down, and then see how hurt i am. Does that get you off or something? Like wtf is so wrong with me. Why am I the one that gets hurt every fucking time. Why cant you be hurt. Be hurt that our friendship is gone, be hurt that you LOST one of your most LOYAL friends who has supported you through the MOST TROUBLING times in the last 4 years. WHY DONT YOU FUCKING CARE?!?!?! Cause im not good enough? Never have been. I have always been some kind of toy to you. Well guess fucking what… This time, IM DONE. FOR GOOD. NOT KIDDING. Its going to take me awhile to get over this whole shit storm you caused. But its worth it, to know that you will never EVER break my heart again, toy with me, lead me on, hurt me. And I hope to GOD you fucking read this, realize its about you, then read previous posts and see what I’ve said about you… JUST SO YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU MISSED OUT ON! Cuz FUCK YOU! I hope you have fun fucking around with all these loose sluts and hoes and shit. I hope one of them, or all of them BREAK YOUR HEART. SO YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IT FEELS LIKE. And FYI i know youll deny it but I am 92% sure you were talking to other girls while we were dating. Which was so long ago, but it still gets to me. You’re so sneaky and maniacal who fucking knows what else went on. Who knows how many other times you lied to me. And you can say im freaking out and over exaggerating and need to calm down. But if you went through FOUR FUCKING YEARS OF THIS CONSTANT SHIT, YOU WOULD REACT THE SAME WAY!!! You have fucked me up emotionally to the point where I just cant trust anyone again, not even my current boyfriend! You ruined that for me. You set the example and stone whatever you wanna call it, for my future relationships. I base everything off of what happened with you. What you did, and how everything felt with you. Which is stupid on my part, but I cant fucking help it. And maybe I am fucking insane and mental. But guess what I CANT HELP THAT EITHER.
#blondieisbackk #asshole #hate you #fuck you #crazy #heartbreak #insane #shit #shit storm #relationship #friendship #ex
Love is Lost.
I opened up and let you in.
- Kirstyn Kelley
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That awkward moment when…
You’re thinking about suicide not in the moment as an option, but as a goal. That’s when you know you have a serious problem.
#suicide #die #kill me #hate my life #serious
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